Do not read this if you're feeling tired or blue. The title and sense of the poem have been in my head for a few years. The fatigue of the last days . . . settled onto the page. Life is good, just a little tough sometimes . . . and surely, too short.
Falling Away
Some things don't change.
Mid January.
The sunlight finds a path
through the clouds
through the clouds
that blanket the horizon.
The patterns it creates on the
walls,
falling through winter branches,
are familiar.
It's the sun.
Pushing back the covers.
Pushing back the covers.
Stretching its broad back
to start the year over again.
In this house, for years,
I've watched the seasons
blur one into another.
Buckling soil above greening shoots,
rhapsodic bloom, resultant seeds,
endless lawns,
leaf-drop.
Mid January.
I sit watching patterns.
Timeless.
Only I, have changed.
Only the family pictures,
on the sun-drenched sill,
mark time . .
8 comments:
That is very beautiful, Cathy. Hang in there...
Beautiful and poignant. I find that as I approach 60, the knowledge that Heaven awaits makes the dwindling years ahead a bit easier to contemplate. Besides, I may stick around for another 30 years, just to annoy my kids! :^)
Thanks, Marianne,
As you know . . It's good therapy . . . finding the words. We're dong fine. Turned a big corner today. Made it up the stairs :)
Ah Rev. Paul,
Thank you . . . for the kind and wise words and the smile cracking at the corner of my mouth.
You're in my prayers tonight, Cathy.
Oh Lynne . . You have brought healing tears.
Thank you . . . .
( o )
Oh Laura,
Thank you. My 66 year-old brain almost missed your message.
I'll bet that's a gentle hug you sent over the transom.
Back at you ;)
Things are looking considerably sunnier today. And spring is just around the corner. Right ?
Anonymous . . . thank you kind stranger :)
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